Not Easy To Love

On her million questions, he rolls his eyes,

Gets irritated everytime she cries.

Loses his patience when she can’t decide,

Is actually pretty tired of this roller-coaster ride.

 

When she cancels plans last minute, it makes him mad,

He doesn’t understand why without reason, she often gets so sad.

Its embarrassing when she’s awkward in front of his friends,

Moments like these make him feel its time this relationship ends.

 

She knows its exhausting to be with her,

The fear of being left alone makes her vision blur.

She wishes she could make him understand the reason she cancelled their plan,

Tell him that she just couldn’t get out of bed or even quit staring at the ceiling fan.

 

For not charming his friends, she punishes herself everyday,

Also for not being able to keep her tears at bay.

She fears she’ll  turn him into a heavy drinker,

Guess its not easy loving an anxious, depressed over-thinker.

 

 

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